Circles of Life (This Ain't the Lion King)

I hate that I find myself in this trap every couple of months.

That one that says I need to have it all figured out right now, that I need to know what I'm doing with my life instead of focusing on the moment I'm in.

The worst part is that I never see it coming.

The second worst part is that it generally takes a little while for me to see that I got caught again.

Then I start thinking about all the things I'm doing and not doing. All the things I "should" be doing or want to be doing but am not. It's just not a good cycle. At all. 

I can't focus.

I get my mind thinking in circles.

I trip myself with my own cables. 

And fall down.

HARD.

As you can imagine, getting back up is rather difficult.

But today is the day I get back up. 

Again.

And I'll probably fall again.

Because I am undoubtedly human.

But I will get back up.

God's still got my back.

He's got all of me.

I am one very loved girl.