Geode.

I'm thoroughly unpredictable, yet predictably impulsive.

I'm free-flowing as the wind, yet tied down by rope.

I'm fiercely independent, yet deeply desire someone to share this life with.

I'm a lot like a geode.

 

On the outside, I don't look like much.

Just a shell, a bit rough to the touch. 

But break away the shell...

and I promise there's more.

Among the imperfections, a hidden brilliance worthy to explore.

But sometimes I still doubt; I still question.

Will anyone ever take an interest?

Will anyone actually stick it out?

Is it really worth all the work it takes to explore?

It may take a little while to find the crack that opens the shell, but I promise if you're serious, if you're sincere, if you think it's worth it, I'll help you find your way.

And once you're in, you're in; I won't push you away.

Just one of those days I wonder. One of those days I want. One of those days I'm humbled.

One of those days I realize I couldn't make it without God reminding me I'm always worth it to him.