I know I just wrote about how I actually like being a girl and all that jazz.
And it's true, I do, but sometimes, some things are more difficult because I am a girl.
Like letting feelings go.
Like trying to forget about someone you miss.
Like trying to not love someone in the same capacity you once did.
I just don't understand why I still miss you this much, especially when I know you don't think of me.
I know I did the right thing.
I know I needed this season in my life.
Doing what I did rooted my biggest issue, the one thing I didn't fully place before God.
Which is good.
But why is it that lately, I've been missing you?
I guess I just miss my best {human} friend.
But I don't want to miss you like this anymore, not if you never think of me, too.
Not if I'm not special to you anymore.
Why is it that I do?
And these are my confessions.
2 comments:
i partly understand what you are going through. But God has a plan, and he will help you figure it out.
Thanks :) I know he's totally got my back. It still doesn't change how I feel sometimes. And I don't feel that way all the time. Most days I'm really good; last night, I was apparently having a few issues. It's getting there.
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