"I just gotta leave this damn town..."
"Man, I need a new girl..."
You know those people.
The ones who always talk about leaving but never do.
Or the ones who keep leaving, never staying in the same place (or relationship) for too long.
They blame the town for their ill-fortunes, for their sad eyes, for their blurring thoughts, sleepless nights, restlessness, dissatisfaction.
They blame their lover for their own inadequacies.
They "need a change."
So they dip.
They stop talking to their lover, usually with little or no explanation.
They pack up and move.
And you know what?
For a while, all is well.
For a while, things seem like they calm down, they get more exciting, they go like they're supposed to.
But soon enough, it begins to resemble what it did before.
New lover, same old thoughts creeping in.
New city, same old life.
Changing the scenery has a way of fooling our hearts into believing something has actually changed.
New relationships fool our hearts into believing it's going to be different this time.
But that simply isn't the case.
People are still people.
You are still you.
And while a change in scenery can be a good thing, and changing a relationship can be a good thing, neither of these things will be the answer you're looking for.
Your dissatisfaction comes from within.
It's up to you to change it, to push through, to be the change you seek.
Otherwise, you'll end up running your entire life.
It's tough to admit that the problem lies within and not on the outside.
It's tough to admit to yourself that things are not the way you want them to be.
It's tough to admit that you aren't as strong as you try to appear.
But it's necessary if you want to really live.
And it's infinitely beautiful.
{Let love in.}